Fuck My Dreams

You said “Fuck your dreams,
You’re never gonna amount to anything”.

And I agreed.

Once I was proud enough to care
Now I summon the fighting spirit
But find it nowhere

The past has claimed it.

It’s true; I hate the person I am
Every day I feel a little more useless
When ego’s found in the eyes of THEM

It doesn’t matter what reality says.

I’m no saint; I hope you fall
I hope you sink to feel like I do
Maybe then you’ll understand why

I hate myself and therefore hate you.

Dropkick my dreams and smash my future
Destroy the present
Come on, I want you to

Just keep on shutting out the past.

I don’t know why you think you know me
Why you think I’m yours to control
Cat and mouse, come and play

Break your heart and rape my soul.

Fact is I’m going nowhere
It’s not enough to fake a smile
I can’t pretend to care

Won’t move to go that extra mile.

I look in the mirror and I’m hollow and grey
A shadow reflected in the eyes of the enemy
A bitter laugh escapes my lips

Fuck my dreams, I have nothing to give.