A Week of Vodka Feedings

A Week of Vodka Feedings by Supernova-Exploding

I've been drunk
six
nights
in a row
Forgot to eat
every time
Hangovers precluding hunger and
no money
anyway.

Spoonful of PB & J was too much
(too much, too much)
Can of tomato soup
made me sick
Found in the cupboard
after my roommate left.

Dizzy
every time I stand up
Waves of nausea
fought down
(fighting, fighting)

down

down

down

by winter air.

Locked in a cycle of sick
not eating
getting too drunk

Making me sick

not eat
get too drunk
again
But coffee comes into mention and
like Pavlov's dogs
I salivate.

Taking a day to be sober
(trying, trying, trying)
(to be)
"You look nervous...shaky and off"
- "I
I
I, I, I,
think I
I'm de
detoxing"

and I still
have not
eaten.