Purple Moods

I lashed out again today
Still a lack of reasoning
I can see the pain behind your eyes
Your struggle to see past my lies

And I’m in denial
I’m hurting everyone I know
I never meant to say that to you
My incontrol just goes to show

I’m locked in one of those purple moods
The clouds are blocking the light
You didn’t deserve to receive my wrath
I don’t know why I have to fight

You asked a simple question
I don’t know why I get so mad
I’m afraid to look at the answer
Not to that, not to that

I’m locked in one of those purple moods
The clouds are blocking the light
You didn’t deserve to receive my wrath
I don’t know why I have to fight

I tell you again that nothing’s wrong
I was fine a moment ago
Just hearing your voice, facing the truth
It’s the place I’m too scared to go

I sit here alone staring at the wall
Wallowing in confusion and angst
I’ve lost my way, don’t know who I am
A monster afraid of itself

I’m locked in one of those purple moods
The clouds are blocking the light
You didn’t deserve to receive my wrath
I don’t know why I have to fight

I don’t know why I have to fight
A monster afraid of itself.